Current location:	Los Angeles
Current mood:	heart broken
Entry tags:	connor, darla, l.a, spike

[Private to Self]
Back in L.A, then. He was born here. Right in this alley outside where Caritas once was. It’s a coffee house now. I hope they know they’re sitting on top of a dimensional portal hotspot. I’d hate for someone to be sucked into Pylea again. It was raining when he was born, I remember. Darla would hate me if she were still alive. She expected me to look after him. I’m sorry, Darla

I can’t believe he’s just yelled at me for grieving for my own son. Out of everyone, I thought he’d understand why I needed to go. Why I needed to be away. …He’s known me for so long, I thought he’d know what I needed. Hell, I’ve just had to spend three hours explaining to the Rileys why I let him go into space in the first place and why the child they took in as their own is dead now. Connor was my child and now he’s gone. I just….I wasn’t expecting for him to jump down my throat like that. I thought he….

…………I don’t know what to think anymore.

I miss Jack